How About You And Your Friends... Vs. Me And The Revolution?

My journal is FRIENDS ONLY With the exception of some of my fanfiction posts. If you find me interesting, going by this post, or you like my fics, feel free to comment and add me, and I'll add back. If you don't comment, then I won't add back. Simple as that. Thanks :-)


( I quite like getting to know people... )

Anyone I've just removed from my friends list that feels they shouldn't have been removed, please comment back to this and say so.

Anyone that wants to stay friends, I'd be grateful if you could comment as well. Of course, the usual peeps will be safe.

I've really only got a handful of people that ever comment regularly on my posts, and I see no point in having people able to read them if they rarely plan on commenting.

It's stated on my profile and my Friends Only post.

I've had a few people add me lately without commenting, and it's starting to annoy me.

DO NOT add me without telling me in a comment on my Friends Only post because I will NOT add you back if you don't.

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Best AU and Best Novel/Series again...

Please vote for me's?

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Occam's Razor. Best AU and Best Novel/Series...

I'm nervous as Hell about my singing lesson at 3pm...

Gods, I never thought I'd ever write anything in the 30 Seconds To Mars fandom again... Guess I was wrong.

Title: Saharah
Author: AntonTobias86
Pairing: Tomo Milicevic of 30 Seconds To Mars/Sean Smith of The Blackout
Rating: R
Summary: Tomo thinks back to his past when he encountered a young dancer who was only ever known as ‘Saharah.’
Feedback: Makes me feel better about writing, thus makes me write more.
Warnings: Physical abuse and rape mentioned
Notes: Kind of a prequel to Occam’s Razor. Inspired by a role-play I was doing. The lyrics are from ‘I Know You Are, But What Am I?’ by The Blackout.
Disclaimer: Not true.
POV: Tomo’s
Dedication: orangesnrg For being so amazing.


( We will, we will survive. )

Title: Change
Author: AntonTobias86
Pairing: Tenth Doctor/Werewolf
Rating: NC-17
Summary: The Doctor’s travelled back to Scotland, 1879 by mistake, and a werewolf is on the rampage. What happens when they come face-to-face?
Feedback: Yes please.
Warnings: Bestiality, lycanthropy
Notes: If you haven’t seen the Doctor Who episode ‘Tooth And Claw’ and you decide to read this, it might not make too much sense, but I’ve tried to write it as best as I can so you won’t have to watch it to understand...
Disclaimer: Not true.
POV: The Doctor’s
X-posted: tennant_love, dw_slash

If you don’t like the idea of lycanthropy fiction, please don’t read just to flame me for writing it.

( There is something of the wolf about you... )

Title: Contract
Author: AntonTobias86
Pairing: No pairing mentioned, but I wrote it with David Tennant in mind for the Dom after something he said in an interview about a love-making kink.
Rating: NC-17
Summary: You are free to treat me as you wish...
Feedback: Yes please.
Warnings: BDSM, asphyxiation, bloodlust, ownership, physical damage, rough sex, bondage, silent treatment
Notes: I’ve had block for far too long and when I put pen to paper, this was the only thing that came to mind... After starting two different violent fics, one with Matt and Dom from Muse paired up, and another that was a forced threesome that included incest, and not really liking how either sounded, I managed to work this out of my system. It’s a slightly personal fic... But what fic isn’t personal to an extent? With only 347 words, it’s damn short, and I wanted it to be longer, but what are you gonna do.
Disclaimer: Not true.
POV: The sub’s


( Fucking forever. )

Poll #1192066
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: None

Should I give up writing fiction?

bloodyhands posted this... And I think ranting helps everyone to get their feelings out, so I thought I'd steal it for anyone that wants to just let go.

Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue to come back here. Tell me anything. Tell me what you really think of me or yourself. Anything.

Post anonymously. Speak honestly, because there isn't any censor here. Post as many times as you like. One faceless wonder to another. You don't have to be on my friends list. You can just be stopping through. It doesn't matter.

Comments will be screened.

Title: The Sound Of The Drums
Author: AntonTobias86
Pairing: Shannon Leto of 30 Seconds To Mars and Adam Alt of Street Drum Corps
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Shannon helps Adam improve his drumming technique...
Feedback: Yes Please.
Warnings: Improper use of drumsticks, rhythm obsession, no kissing
Notes: Title comes from an episode of Doctor Who because I thinks it works perfectly with it.
Disclaimer: Not true.
Dedications: goldenchild2501 who requested something with Shannon/SDC, and orangesnrg to cheer her up even more after recent events. I love you, sweetie < 3
X-Posted: shanimalslash and 30stm_slash

( Feel the beat... )

I'm only posting this fic on my writing journal because of posting all 10 chapters one after the other, and I don't wanna mess with people's friends lists too much by posting them over here and at 30stm_slash too.

Title: Occam’s Razor
Chapters: 10
Author: AntonTobias86
Pairing: Shannon Leto and Tomo Milicevic of 30 Seconds To Mars, Tomo/Various
Additional Characters: Bob Bryar, Billy Martin, Jared Leto, Ryan Ross, Ian Watkins, and if anyone can guess the two nameless guys that go into the private area, you get a cookie.
Rating: NC-17 overall. Chapters are rated individually under the links
Summary: Tomo tries to hide a dark secret from Shannon, but it’s not easy.
Feedback: Yes Please.
Warnings: Drug use, physical abuse, non-con, angst
Notes: I did have another version of this started, but I didn‘t like it, so re-wrote the idea from scratch. Title is from the 30 Seconds To Mars song, after I realised the lyrics summed up my thoughts of the story.
Character Notes: I know Bob and Tomo are about the same age in reality, but in this, Bob’s a lot older. I don’t know if Billy and Tomo have even met, and yes, I‘m aware Mr. Martin had dreadlocks when he was younger, but in this, he didn‘t. I’m sure Ryan isn’t a self-obsessed jerk in real life, but he is in this because it felt right to me when writing it.
Disclaimer: Not true.
POV: Tomo’s.


Chapter 1: Contemplate all your senses
Chapter 2: They're gonna give us what we want
Chapter 3: Push you back in your place
Chapter 4: Can you taste this, the spaces?
Chapter 5: Tell them what you think you know
Chapter 6: Push yourself inside
Chapter 7: Tell them what you want to lose
Chapter 8: Holy Roller, it's your reality,
Chapter 9: They'll just spit in your face
Chapter 10: Under the meaning of your life

Taken from rieloflorien

"Why is it that, as a culture, we are more comfortable seeing two men holding guns than holding hands?" - Ernest Gaines.

We would like to know who really believes in gay rights on livejournal.

There is no bribe of a miracle or anything like that. If you truly believe in gay rights, then repost this and title the post as "Gay Rights". If you don't believe in gay rights, then just ignore this.

Thanks.

God it feels good to have something finished again.

Title: Was It A Dream? Follow-up
Author: AntonTobias86
Pairing: Tomo Milicevic x2 and Shannon Leto from 30 Seconds To Mars
Rating: NC-17
Summary: He’s not just seeing things...
Feedback: Yes Please, unless you are going to flame it.
Warnings: Rape, blood, strangulation, knife-play, twincest, double penetration, restraint
Notes: I don’t really know what inspired it... Random thought, I guess. It’s not a songfic, like the title suggests. It just fit’s the story well. It took a while to finish because I kept losing my will to write, but it’s finally done.
Disclaimer: Not true... and the title belongs to 30 Seconds To Mars, not me.
POV: Tomo’s.
Dedications: rskoh25 for supporting me writing a follow-up and repeatedly pestering me about it - I hope you aren’t disappointed in the result - and shadow_hive.

If anyone wants to read the first part, it’s here.

I’ll give a second warning, and say that the rape in this is very graphic and violent, if you don’t like that, then please do not read it just to leave me negative feedback saying I didn’t warn you or that I’m sick.

Hope you all like it.

( Follow me... )

Title: Was It A Dream?
Author: AntonTobias86
Pairing: Tomo Milicevic x3 from 30 Seconds To Mars
Rating: NC-17
Summary: He’s not just seeing things...
Feedback: Yes Please, unless you are going to flame it.
Warnings: Rape, blood, strangulation, I guess incest in a way... Tripcest ha.
Notes: I don’t really know what inspired it... Random thought, I guess. It’s not a songfic, like the title suggests. It just fits the story well.
Disclaimer: Not true... Unfortunately, and the title belongs to 30 Seconds To Mars, not me.
POV: Tomo's, obviously.
Dedications: Stuie.

( What would you do? )

Title: Frozen
Author: AntonTobias86
Pairing: Dave Williams/Omar Abidi
Rating: R
Summary: 109 word drabble; Dave finds it hard to accept that it means nothing.
Feedback: Yes Please.
Warnings: Self-harm, angst
Notes: Written in about 45 minutes. My first crossover and first attempt at writing outside of Monaboyd, McFly and Good Charlotte fandoms.
Disclaimer: Not true, blah, blah
Dedication: My guardian angel, Stuie, who requested I write it.

( Frozen... )

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Go, read... Comment and I give cookies... Well, actually I've only got 2 left, so I'll break them up

I think I'm feeling a bit better today... As I said a couple of entries back, I've had something like this before... It lasted for about three days then, so if it's the same thing, I should be ok in a few days.

I'm just really nervous because it's stopped me from practicing guitar... I've only got today and tomorrow and then it's my next lesson

EDIT: How many times are they going to refer to Harry as 'Harry from McFly' on CD:UK? Don't they know he has a last name?

Back from docs... I don't have appendicitis, so that's good. She says I'm just getting spasms...

Not really a proper answer to what's wrong, but I've got a perscription, so that's good. Hopefully I'll be a-ok again soon.

Chapter 3: http://community.livejournal.com/mcslash/287042.html

I love all who comment on that story, cos I think it's crap and that I could have done a lot better.

Posted here:

http://community.livejournal.com/mcslash/286900.html

I still feel crappy... A little better, but still crappy.

I only got three hours sleep and had to get up for the builders at 9.00. It's now 10.15, and they still aren't here.
I was going to be at the shop all day, but I called mom and said I can't because I'm in too much pain.

I'm also certain that Chapter 2's gonna get no comments what-so-ever. Mainly because I think most people are shallow like me, and like to get to the sex parts.

And now I'm stuck with the Pussycat Dolls on TV.

I'm not a happy bunny.

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