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( I quite like getting to know people... )

Title: Uses
Author: AntonTobias86
Pairing: Jimmy Urine of Mindless Self Indulgence and Jay James of Bullet For My Valentine
Rating: R
Summary: Everyone has their fantasies. Jay has his.
Feedback: Is always appreciated and cheers me up
Warnings: Masturbation and asphyxiation
Notes: Fuck it. I give in. I think Jimmy’s cute, ok? Lemme alone with my shame :P
Disclaimer: Not true.
POV: Jay’s
Prompt: 006: Self-Help
Dedication: shadow_hive. It's a little short, but I hope you like it, babe ;)


( It‘s in your eyes )

Title: Change
Author: AntonTobias86
Pairing: Tenth Doctor/Werewolf
Rating: NC-17
Summary: The Doctor’s travelled back to Scotland, 1879 by mistake, and a werewolf is on the rampage. What happens when they come face-to-face?
Feedback: Yes please.
Warnings: Bestiality, lycanthropy
Notes: If you haven’t seen the Doctor Who episode ‘Tooth And Claw’ and you decide to read this, it might not make too much sense, but I’ve tried to write it as best as I can so you won’t have to watch it to understand...
Disclaimer: Not true.
POV: The Doctor’s
X-posted: tennant_love, dw_slash

If you don’t like the idea of lycanthropy fiction, please don’t read just to flame me for writing it.

( There is something of the wolf about you... )

Title: Contract
Author: AntonTobias86
Pairing: No pairing mentioned, but I wrote it with David Tennant in mind for the Dom after something he said in an interview about a love-making kink.
Rating: NC-17
Summary: You are free to treat me as you wish...
Feedback: Yes please.
Warnings: BDSM, asphyxiation, bloodlust, ownership, physical damage, rough sex, bondage, silent treatment
Notes: I’ve had block for far too long and when I put pen to paper, this was the only thing that came to mind... After starting two different violent fics, one with Matt and Dom from Muse paired up, and another that was a forced threesome that included incest, and not really liking how either sounded, I managed to work this out of my system. It’s a slightly personal fic... But what fic isn’t personal to an extent? With only 347 words, it’s damn short, and I wanted it to be longer, but what are you gonna do.
Disclaimer: Not true.
POV: The sub’s


( Fucking forever. )

For some reason, I don't think I posted this after finishing it about a month ago... So here it is now. If I did post it already, let me know *blush*

Title: Breaking The Habit
Author: AntonTobias86
Pairing: Jared Leto and Tomo Milicevic of 30 Seconds To Mars
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Jared tries to forget, but no matter how much he tries to, he just can’t
Feedback: Yes please.
Warnings: Het, implied drug and alcohol abuse, taking advantage, angst, denial, shorter than the average fic
Notes: Title comes from the Linkin Park song of the same name
Disclaimer: Not true.
POV: Jared’s


( I don‘t know how I got this way... )

Title: A Surprise Present
Author: AntonTobias86
Pairing: Shannon Leto and Tomo Milicevic of 30 Seconds To Mars
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Shannon gets a surprise present
Feedback: Is love
Warnings: Whipped cream and chocolate sprinkles, asphyxiation, blindfold
Notes: Written for the birthday challenge here. The letters were created by me.
Disclaimer: Not true.
POV: Shannon’s
X-posted: 30stm_slash


( Have your cake... )

Title: Suds
Author: AntonTobias86
Pairing: Tomo Milicevic from 30 Seconds To Mars and his thoughts...
Rating: R
Summary: Tomo is having a relaxing shower when his thoughts take over
Feedback: Yes Please, unless it’s to flame.
Disclaimer: Not true.



( Mischief. Soap. )

Title: Buddha For Jared
Author: AntonTobias86
Pairing: Shannon and Jared Leto of 30 Seconds To Mars
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Jared teases onstage and Shannon gets payback.
Feedback: Yes Please, unless it’s to flame.
Warnings: Incest, play on lyrics, sex in a public place
Notes: The lyrics are from ‘Buddha For Mary’ by 30 Seconds To Mars, and I mean no insult with the way I altered the lyrics to work with the fic.
Disclaimer: Not true.
Dedications: iluisaaa for requesting something with onstage/backstage Letocest smut.
X-posted: 30stm_slash, jaredslash, letocest and shanimalslash


( Jared was a different boy... )

Title: The Sound Of The Drums
Author: AntonTobias86
Pairing: Shannon Leto of 30 Seconds To Mars and Adam Alt of Street Drum Corps
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Shannon helps Adam improve his drumming technique...
Feedback: Yes Please.
Warnings: Improper use of drumsticks, rhythm obsession, no kissing
Notes: Title comes from an episode of Doctor Who because I thinks it works perfectly with it.
Disclaimer: Not true.
Dedications: goldenchild2501 who requested something with Shannon/SDC
X-Posted: 30stm_slash

( Feel the beat... )

Title: Fever
Author: AntonTobias86
Pairing: Shannon and Jared Leto of 30 Seconds To Mars
Rating: R
Summary: Shannon is sick and Jared offers to make him feel better.
Feedback: Yes Please.
Warnings: Sickness, oral sex, delusion, incest
Notes: I read somewhere that the brothers had both been sick during their UK tour, and came up with this idea.
Disclaimer: Not true.
POV: Shannon’s.
X-Posted: jaredslash, letocest and 30stm_slash

( Fluctuating body temperature? )

I'm only posting this fic on my writing journal because of posting all 10 chapters one after the other, and I don't wanna mess with people's friends lists too much by posting them over here and at 30stm_slash too.

Title: Occam’s Razor
Chapters: 10
Author: AntonTobias86
Pairing: Shannon Leto and Tomo Milicevic of 30 Seconds To Mars, Tomo/Various
Additional Characters: Bob Bryar, Billy Martin, Jared Leto, Ryan Ross, Ian Watkins, and if anyone can guess the two nameless guys that go into the private area, you get a cookie.
Rating: NC-17 overall. Chapters are rated individually under the links
Summary: Tomo tries to hide a dark secret from Shannon, but it’s not easy.
Feedback: Yes Please.
Warnings: Drug use, physical abuse, non-con, angst
Notes: I did have another version of this started, but I didn‘t like it, so re-wrote the idea from scratch. Title is from the 30 Seconds To Mars song, after I realised the lyrics summed up my thoughts of the story.
Character Notes: I know Bob and Tomo are about the same age in reality, but in this, Bob’s a lot older. I don’t know if Billy and Tomo have even met, and yes, I‘m aware Mr. Martin had dreadlocks when he was younger, but in this, he didn‘t. I’m sure Ryan isn’t a self-obsessed jerk in real life, but he is in this because it felt right to me when writing it.
Disclaimer: Not true.
POV: Tomo’s.


Chapter 1: Contemplate all your senses
Chapter 2: They're gonna give us what we want
Chapter 3: Push you back in your place
Chapter 4: Can you taste this, the spaces?
Chapter 5: Tell them what you think you know
Chapter 6: Push yourself inside
Chapter 7: Tell them what you want to lose
Chapter 8: Holy Roller, it's your reality,
Chapter 9: They'll just spit in your face
Chapter 10: Under the meaning of your life

Title: Narcissus
Author: AntonTobias86
Pairing: Jay James, Matt Tuck and Michael ‘Moose’ Thomas of Bullet For My Valentine...Kinda
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Jay’s a narcissist, and prefers to see what he wants as opposed to what‘s really happening.
Feedback: Is much appreciated.
Warnings: Katoptronophilia (Mirror sex), narcissism, tripcest in a way, no plot, just sex and short but sweet
Notes: shadow_hive wanted a fic with the three ‘versions’ of Jay James in, and after looking on Wikipedia randomly to find out different kinks people were into, came up with this idea.
Disclaimer: Not true.
POV: Jay’s
Dedications: shadow_hive. I love you, baby... I hope it cheers you up and satisfies your craving for Jayness < 3

( In the end, it‘s all about vanity... )

Posting this one friends-only because of the manip...

Title: Masquerade
Author: AntonTobias86
Pairing: Shannon Leto and Tomo Milicevic of 30 Seconds To Mars
Rating: NC-17
Summary: A Masquerade party with a kinky difference.
Feedback: Is much appreciated.
Warnings: AU, Anonymity, mask sex
Notes: It’s AU because Shannon and Tomo have never met before in this. I had the idea in my mind for a while, then got another idea (The wall sex.) and combined them... I know the manip shown at the end isn’t the best, but it‘s mostly just to show the mask I wanted Shannon wearing. Hope ya’ll like the fic.
Disclaimer: Not true.
POV: Shannon’s
Dedications: shadow_hive because I love him, and bloodyhands because it’s her birthday on the 13th. Happy birthday, honey. I hope this cheers you up a little < 3


( Under the cut )

I was gonna post it later, but... You know. People commenting make me happy < 3

Title: "So-Long 2007, Hello 2008"
Author: AntonTobias86
Pairing: Tomo Milicevic/??? of 30 Seconds To Mars. Implied Jared Leto/Matt Wachter
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Tomo hates New Year’s.
Feedback: Yes please.
Warnings: Swearing, implied adultery, mild het, angst
Notes: Written December 6th, 2007, 6am-7.45am on account of insomnia and suddenly thinking I had to do a fic for New Year at some point... Better early than late.
Disclaimer: Most of it isn’t true
POV: Tomo’s.

( Happy New Year )

Title: Realization
Author: AntonTobias86
Pairing: Shannon Leto and Jared Leto of 30 Seconds To Mars
Rating: R
Summary: Somebody’s jealous...
Feedback: Yes Please.
Prompts: Jealousy, possession, lust
Disclaimer: Not true.
Notes: 100-word drabble

( Realization )

Title: Was It A Dream?
Author: AntonTobias86
Pairing: Tomo Milicevic x3 from 30 Seconds To Mars
Rating: NC-17
Summary: He’s not just seeing things...
Feedback: Yes Please, unless you are going to flame it.
Warnings: Rape, blood, strangulation, I guess incest in a way... Tripcest ha.
Notes: I don’t really know what inspired it... Random thought, I guess. It’s not a songfic, like the title suggests. It just fits the story well.
Disclaimer: Not true... Unfortunately, and the title belongs to 30 Seconds To Mars, not me.
POV: Tomo's, obviously.
Dedications: Stuie.

( What would you do? )

So I decided to post the fic already... I'll post to community/ies tomorrow if anyone who reads it here likes it...

Title: Time Is Running Out
Author: AntonTobias86
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Shannon Leto of 30 Seconds To Mars and Matt Bellamy of Muse
Summary: Songfic to go with Muse’s Time Is Running Out
Warnings: Asphyxiation, ownership, death obsession
Disclaimer: Not true
Feedback: Is appreciated.

( You can’t stop it screaming out... )

Title: You Always Love The Ones You Hate
Author: AntonTobias86
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Gerard Way of My Chemical Romance and Jared Leto of 30 Seconds To Mars
Summery: ...Angry sex in Jared’s POV.
Warnings: Angst, blood play, asphyxiation, physical abuse. The sex is very rough, almost rape, though nobody says ‘no,’ but if you don’t like reading that, please don’t read this then flame it.
Disclaimer: Don‘t know, don‘t own. None of this happened that I know of.
Feedback: Yes please... It encourages me to keep writing
Dedications: shadow_hive because I love him.

( I hate you... )

Title: A Not So Hostile Takeover
Author: AntonTobias86
Pairing: Shannon Leto/Jared Leto and Tomo Milicevic of 30 Seconds To Mars
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Shannon and Jared get hot and heavy during presenting K-Rock Hostile Takeover
Feedback: Much appreciated :-)
Warnings: Incest
Notes: Inspired by a long play of six songs in a row without any talking between and then Jared’s comments after on K-Rock radio show on July 16th, 2007. It starts kinda crap, but I think it’s ok when it gets going, so give it a chance :-P
Disclaimer: Not true, don‘t own, never happened.

( Finger Lickin' Good )

Title: 30 Seconds Is All It Takes
Author: AntonTobias86
Pairing: Shannon Leto and Jared Leto of 30 Seconds To Mars
Rating: PG-13
Summary: He mourns the loss of his brother.
Feedback: Yes Please.
Warnings: Death, grieving, implied suicide
Notes: cutbytherazor posted the idea to take the Live Journal emotions and turn them into keywords for writing about here.
This is what I wrote for ‘depressed.’ I cried while writing it. Lame, I know. Also, the brothers are slightly older in this, and it’s more of a long drabble, than a proper fic as I cut a lot out from feeling it wasn’t as good as the rest.
Disclaimer: Not true, thank God.


( Depressed )